fell off my horse today

I got a little too confident with my "new" gelding. I decided to join 2 friends for a short trail ride. I figured that Capote's testosterone level was non-existent since his gelding 6 weeks ago. I did question the fact that one of the horses was a mare but decided to just treat him like a gelding and not worry about it. BIG MISTAKE!!. We had not been on the trail but a few seconds when Capote decided to show off and stand on his hind legs. It happened so quickly. I made the mistake of pulling back on the reins rather than pulling his head to one side to get his front legs back on the ground. It felt like he was going to fall on top of me so I baled off the side and landed in some tall soft grass (thank you Lord). I quickly got up and caught him as he was face to face with the mare (better than his face to her butt as he might get "ideas"). I got back on and finished the trail ride. My two friends were really shook up as the last thing they wanted to see was for me to get hurt. I am sure my surgeon is going to think I am insane when I come limping into his office tomorrow and have to admit I fell off my horse.

Had my battery of tests

Yesterday I had my mammogram, ultrasound and breast MRI. I started at 7:30 AM and was done by 11:30AM. It is amazing how desensitized you can become to all these medical procedures. Last year when I had my breast MRI, I was freaking out because of the claustraphobia of being face down in a tube. This time, I spent the time praying for my sister in law's (Bonnie) mother Joy. Joy has just been diagnosed a second time with cancer. We are all very concerned for her. Thinking about another person made the MRI so much easier to bear.

I will know the results next Thu. when I see the doctor.

Amy left today....

My dear daughter left to go back home today. We had a very wonderful relaxing time together. I always enjoy cooking for people so I tried to make her all favorite foods. Today we celebrated and went to Jakes in Del Mar (Amy's favorite place) and we had lots of good food. I had the waitress take this picture of the two of us.

It is hard to believe that the next time Amy comes for a visit she will have a little one in tow. Life continues to change. Gone are the days when she could spend a leisurely week or two with me and we could stay up late and sleep in. I know it will be worth it to be a Grandma but I will miss these times.

New Hair color

Here are some before and after pictures after getting my "chemo colored" hair done yesterday. Amy's comment was "For the first time in 2.5 years you look healthy". This color is very close to hair color I was born with. I am very happy with the results.

Today

Amy hadn't made her requisite trip to the barn since she arrived. It was a beautiful day today. The hills are green and the wild flowers are in bloom so she was anxious to drive to Ramona. I was anxious to show her the new barn to introduce her to the mini horses and 18 hand Percheron gelding named Thunder. Here are pictures with Amy and little Bean juxtaposition with the largest horse at the barn. Amy agrees with me that she needs to get one of the mini horses. She thought they were so cute.

More medical CRAP!!!

I had an appointment with my surgeon today. He told me that I need to have mamogram, ultrasound and MRI to make sure the breast cancer has not come back. I said, I just had a PET, rectal biopsies and they said everything was fine. He said that PET doesn't pick up early onset breast cancer and that rectal biopsies have no relationship to getting a breast cancer recurrance.

I left there feeling so defeated. I thought I was done with all this crap....at least for the next 6 months. Now I have to have more tests and then wait for the results. I feel like this is never going to end. I expressed my frustration to Amy and she is so sweet. She knows just to listen and be sympathetic and let me vent. She is a good friend as well as a great daughter.

I am feeling upset!

Capote has recovered from his surgery

Marion sent me a picture of Capote taken on Saturday. It looks like he has completely recovered from his neutering. If you look closely, you can see that he is missing his two "friends" and the swelling is almost gone. I hope his testosterone levels are dropping rapidly and he is thinking only of eating and sleeping instead of mating with anything on 4 legs.